The Un-Naming of Us: 365 Haiku

F.R. Rhyne (2019-2020)


1 – 8, Speech

roll your tongue, pushing

pulling air into your lungs 

spitting out the truth


It sounds like, “Ahem,”

“Hmmm,” “Uhhhhh,” “Ungh,” “Ach,” “I…don’t know…” 

how to speak it clear…


a quiet phrasing 

sun scent of warming grasses

softer expression 


thin reed whistle sound

pitched like the tilt of a bird’s wing

cutting bright air clean


comes as a stumble

breaking wavelet memory

grit of sand, breadfruit


warmly sticky hands

fatigue of dirt road laughing 

symphony at night 


sour sweet brother breath 

heavy sigh as puppies sleep 

adults speaking low 


almost separate

a photograph held lightly 

“Was this us? Really?” 


9 – 12, Before Time

…there are no word-sounds

for the beginning movements, 

before anything 


What was there? Expanse?

Just a void-full vacuum space?

An empty socket?


There can be no wind,

if nothing moves a muscle.

No wind, no muscles. 


so conspicuous,

the absence of everything 

we might call ‘alive’ 


13 – 17, Melding

arrangements were made

atom configurations

created the spark 


Ain’t got a name, no 

or a mind like our new minds 

no sense of itself 


no imagined time 

or knowledge of space beyond 

nothing but knowing 


Knowing not like us, 

but, moving without effort

without intention 


The sweetest pulling 

elemental attraction 

bonds beyond breaking 


18, Initial Questions

Was there a whisper,

a murmuring in the dark?

Did the first cells sigh?


19 – 23, Utterances

beautiful, we were

in all the ways we have been 

alive and dying 


The snow and ice

the fires and beasts, new life 

not knowing what comes 


oh, to remember 

that the world was here before

we discovered names


…all so long ago,

there is no one who can tell, 

can’t speak that story. 


silent origins

are not soundless, listen here:

speech without talking 


25 – 28, Without Knowing

bromeliads grew 

and the lizards sprouted wings 

it took a good while


before winding clocks

or any imagining 

of long nighttime hours 


slow living and death

just as daily as it is now 

without knowing time 


there was no distance

no measurement of the miles

nothing had a name 


29, Truth

the land was nameless 

there was no way to say ‘home’

no one to say ‘home’


30 – 33, Innation

all creatures know, tho’…

creation lessons taught them

where they can survive


all things born knowing 

what they crave and what they fear 

DNA knowledge 


To run, to jump, dig

to eat grubs, seeds, fish, algae

to keep on living 


Pituitary 

endocrine and thyroid gland 

signaling us: Grow. 


34 – 35, 4 Ws

We learn as we go

the sourness and sickness, 

the sweetness and warmth


we thrive or falter 

depending on when and where 

who, what we are born


36, Truth (2)

for some of us here

life is a slow-blinking eye

over and done, gone


37 – 40, Instinct

the first words were grunts 

howls, songs sung without singing

the scream of murder


storms were almighty 

new hominids had no gods

death-fear was instinct


the striving of life

required no will at all

it was natural 


To seek out food, hunt

to gather, drink water from leaves 

these were not choices 


41, Truth(3)

oceans did not choose

the rhythm of tidal flow 

rain falls without choice


42 – 46, Anthro

afarensis, comprende?

Australopithecus, yo? 

Old Lucy no se


it became a job

to dig up hundreds of bones 

study the fragments 


unearth the sacred 

Use the most delicate brush

remove dirt from teeth


Lay out the bodies

rib cage, femur, mandible

marvel at the skulls


Ethiopia

Tanzania, Olduvai

footprints left in ash


47 – 50, Naming

our ancestors died 

howling in the flaming heat 

without knowing death 


Homo habilis

Long prior to the Maasai 

Place of wild sisal


The Great Rift Valley

one million years ago, man

Kariandusi 


These are made up names 

for places we claim to know 

as ours to lay claim


51 – 54, History

Thick walls enclosing

the city-town of Jericho…

why did they need walls?


Catal Huyuk held

spaces for worship, women

made of stone and clay


Organized villages

created special labors

jobs and roles, talents


Tasks took on value

products emerged in surplus

trade began, tribes fought


55 – 57, In Modern Rendition

How does this show up

thousands of years later?

Colonial turf wars


even kids know it 

colors become codified

Street sign boundaries


Elder mothers mourn

keep their own pistols loaded

Please God, watch over us.


58 – 61, of Weaponry

The earliest tools

were not made of rock and sharp bone

clawed hands were weapons


Closing into fists

strong, rough like worn-out leather

Dirt under broken nail


Never enough food

Had to learn to kill a deer

Satisfy hunger


The thrill of the hunt

predatory lust writ deep

makes human hearts beat


62 – 66, Where We Came…

go to the river

each day, every morning 

wash away the blood


 tell us the story 

of the animals’ escape 

speak in native tongue


myths of creation

shape the world as we see it

center us or them


have to be careful 

of the tales we tell children

about who they are


Where did we come from?

Not our bodies, our cells, bones –

the naming of us.


67 – 70, From

Judaculla’s rock 

sits speaking in the forest 

speaks silent under trees.


Spelling a story 

lines cut into the hard rock 

for the future ones


Maps are like stories,

stories are like maps, like guides

telling us the way


Children taking turns

wander through woods far from home

name them “good” or “bad


71 – 78, Prior

There were buffalo 

clear to the ocean, huge herds

land belonged to them


This place was their home 

the fields and the valley grass

their bones are still here


The water flowing

here, right on through the mountains 

thousands of years old


mountains were jagged

Earth slamming into itself 

rocks jutting from collisions


Broken pottery 

found in the soil below banks 

worn smooth at the edges


the flow of the streams

in places now dry, barren

written as ridges


From above, the lines 

look just like your fingerprints

swirled sand beaches


Before we could fly

everything was smaller

and yet still so vast


81 – 88, Forging

roots grow persistent 

somehow breaking through hard stone 

making small pathways


In the night, rocks fall

land heavy and stay forever 

or til they erode…


it’s not a secret:

there is no forever here 

it’s easy to see.


Yawn, oh great cloud break

not witnessed in the pre-dawn

opening above


The breath of owl song

a thread through trees, pushing soft

making sound-cut spaces


Tilt of the orbit

positions a planet near

closer to the moon


The woman pauses

never noticed that before

Looking up, surprised


There are slim chances

brief windows, prime conditions

sap rise, season shift


89 – 95, Forests

No words for the sound

capillaries opening

eyes dilating wide


Tremble of vein stretch

cellulose walls forming up

to become an oak


Entire empires thrive

tucked in around the root web

pulsing in dark soil


scientists can hear

by way of lines on paper

amplification


voices from the trees

the subaudible gasping

bite of the chainsaw


how to amplify

millions of hearts beating fast

terrified in flight


pass the mic over

colonies of insects scurry

carry out big plans


96 – 100, Archae

Skilled human being 

2.5 million years ago

Homo habilis


it was crucible

the birth place, cradling us 

civilization


Land was colored gold

and gods lived everywhere

in everything


winds and fires speak

tell what those who came before 

wish us to know, hear


secrets conjured up

feet hit the ground, dust rising

bones shake, rattle, roll


101 – 107, Habit

be invisible 

walk without touching the ground

do not make a sound


cover the smell up

with crushed leaves, sharp scent, thick mud

leave no tracks, no trace


Hold the arrow lightly

let it be a part of you

send the point flying


Homo sapiens

the thinking human being 

moved outward, naming


Paleolithic 

stone tools to cut, smash, break 

all with bloody hands


When the ice came 

there was no lamenting cold

no questioning death


We didn’t see it 

had no way to predict rain

unstoppable floods


108 – 110, Innovate

Speech was simple code

utterance and gesturing

pitch to make meaning


sequences set firm

names for flames and lions, sky 

sounds for who we are


in all four corners,

seeds were sown, barley millet 

rice wheat lentils corn


How did it happen?

That we suddenly knew how

to grow food to eat?


Burgeoning, winning

the thrust of diving hawk flight

cutting through the fields


111 – 115, Alchemy

our life histories

begin with the history

of all before us


They carried whispers

small stirrings that make breezes

from the prior ages


They made the world new

from mud, stars, from their own blood

they breathed life into…


they still exist, gods

even if we don’t know their stories

Don’t see them in wind


we were directed

our organs pulsed with humors

blood was once magic


116 – 121, Numinosity

schematics and maps

drew a firmament dome, hands

in the human form


world in our image

not in God’s image, in ours

at least some of ours…


Early ones knew well

that man was imperfect, crude

not like the great beasts


The ones with horns

with wings and fins, lionine

crafting the storms


There were spirit forms

and powerful dark beings

exist, still unseen


 Holy books are full

cloudforms speaking, fire and blight

all the miracles


122 – 127, Composite

Look closely, breathe in

count the layers in silence

stratification


When I look at you

salt stings my eyes, I tremble

welcomed home again.


how can the clouds hold

water in the shapes of bears

briefly showing themselves?


birth of rare fever

blooming jewel of Africa

blood-colored flowers


Craving to eat stones

let them rest under the tongue

to spit or swallow


shines like dew, slug trails

dash of stars, the Milky Way‘s

constituent parts


128 – 134, -onyms

Timucuans lived 

had numerous settlements 

all along rivers


Names for homeplaces 

never knew them to forget

“ancient history”


Never such a thing

as a “Timucuan” tribe

Spanish mispronounced


Exonyms misheard

Double mistakes in hearing

become the name known


Letters we use say

nothing of the sounds spoken

such crude translations


Two hundred thousand 

more than all that died in wars 

in one hundred years


that was just one tribe 

one people among many 

whose names we don’t know


135 – 139, Panther

in the night, she walks 

slow and careful, listening 

for raccoons, possums


eyes glint gold in dark 

thick insect symphony sounds

rhythms for hunting


wild boars aren’t careful

they get busy, distracted 

rooting, face in dirt


It’s almost easy

to run into the pack, claws out

and grab what you can


scattering screaming 

everything exploding 

in movement and fear


140 – 143, Sensing

In the forest shade

a tiny life moves fast, light

under leaves cool, damp.


Talon on the branch 

sharper than made by machines,

perfect feathering.


The wave of a pulse,

and the night quivers alive

with unseen currents.


I’m far from the owl.

There’s too much to do everyday,

to sense a heartbeat.


144 – 148, 1984

My great grandmother

Hands like crepe baby birds

She was a racist


I remember this

at intervals, dawn

and right before sleep


Who and where and what

we are, the people, places

that gave birth to us


It all rushes in 

adrenaline, cortisol

spitting out the words


refusal to go

Unsegregated swimming 

1984


149 – 158, Combat

Their jawlines were smooth

tho’ hands were rough from working

holding rusted guns


Men, closed offices

drawing lines, cartography

X marks the target


my brother, your kin

became numbers, troops deployed

to die for ideas


Sleep was a joke, son

No rest for the weary there

under hellfire rain


Dream never again

no softness, no golden fields

just red explosions


it’s a trick, you see

to turn men into machines

to command their will


soil holds vibrations

sings rusted earth elegies

lay your head down, son


a monarch catches

air currents undetected

becomes transparent


walls crumble in wind

ultraviolet light dissolves

clay and stone, slowly


reports ring out, CRACK

doesn’t it split your head wide?

cities up in smoke


159 – 165, Multiplicities

In the midst of war

starvation, emergency 

grasses softly blow


In dark, lives away 

Gunshots ring out across town 

the fire burns warm


smart submarines rest

in channels dredged from the deep

bombs in their bellies


show security badge

drive through armed gate, go slowly 

everything is filmed


Trains come, broad daylight

take new spur line to the north 

carrying supplies


Lockheed Martin watches

Trident Training officers

show the simulated launch


take a deep breath now 

all your friends are doing it 

step onto the rails


166 – 172, Entrope

You spend days waiting

looking for the envelope

but don’t want to know


You can’t get away

from news on every screen

garish smiling faces


“This isn’t real! No!”

You want to shake their shoulders

“Wake up! It’s not real!”


It feels like ice, cold

hollow like a dying tree

how real it all is


dailyness of days

the whirlwind blur not seeing

but, moving forward


Sometimes the movements

are small, stuck tight round and round

some motion skitters


There are tangles, traps

vines of kudzu, stay busy

forever growing


173 – 180, Edu

fog creeps at dew point

Early morning siren sounds

distorted, screech owls


why is the moon located

in the wrong part of the sky

easternly crescent


secrets do not lie

in obsidian spaces

between the trees


‘Cept what do we have

a light sweeping ‘round bushes

crackling footsteps


people live in woods

sleep under tarps with wet shoes

right by middle schools


there is chain link fence

and so i feel safe, ashamed,

fearing poverty


That is my secret.

Nature doesn’t keep secrets

people keep secrets


Even to ourselves

we hide the truth, who we are,

what we learn in school


181 – 187, Peri- 

cadence of footfalls

dry brush of cardboard boxes

thudding gravity


rubber wheels cheapen

nuance of selecting meat

unsanitized hands


To walk like a whisper

imagine air as body

and watch where you step


you can be soundless

almost anyway – quiet

quieter than most


unspool the wires

use the hammer to break glass

open up the line, please


She felt it, knew it

Somewhere over the mountain tops

where Chance is slow born


Full crowning takes years

and it’s easy to forget

we are in birth-time


188, (…)

body as air, rise

don’t try to beat gravity

it doesn’t exist


189 – 192, Micro/Macro

Middle of the night

hands find each other

simple human ways


The mother holds child

walks down the dirt road, pointing

there is goldenrod


They don’t stop walking

to look closer at the blooming 

four kinds of bees feed


We see the whole scene

offer up broad brush coding

details become blurred


193 – 198, Coverings

We learned to weave wool

spin silk from mulberry trees

invented clothing


Polyester viscose blend

in polymers mixed to make 

color of rainbows


Cover yourself, girl!

Out here nekkid in the yard –

what you thinkin’, child?


The door can close, lock

sheets smell like sunshine 

or something like that


Sunshine has no smell

the scent you call sunshine fresh 

chemical odor


Sunshine fresh means clean

clean means decent, and decent – 

who knows what that means?


199 – 203, Carryings

Late model sedan

riding up and down the road

looking for ladies


“Need a ride, honey?”

window rolls down slow

man leans over, grins


not riding the bus

they talk at the bus stop

smoking cigarettes


Don’t talk about them,

children with names like Justice,

names like Hope and Faith


They don’t exist here

man smiling midnight, “Get in…”

opens the car door


204, Carryings(2)

they sleep still knowing

the sound of their mothers’ voices

even in dreaming


205 – 211, Relations

Ms. Social Worker 

comes without calling, knocks loud

we know what it means


learned to be ready

keep the floors cleaned with Pine Sol

quick, go change the baby


Mama’s hands shake now

clatter the dishes, nervous

moving like a squirrel


they took my brother

didn’t seem to care nothin’ 

‘bout his crying out


He reached back to us

straining against the holding

arms straight out, grasping


was late afternoon

with the sun gold orange through pines

light, a good feeling


Officer knew us,

played football back in highschool

Mama was pretty.


212 – 214, Enter

we were all there then

my brother playing with me

in the yard, dirty


We were throwing sticks

that landed to make dust rise

dog started barking


Fence gate latch clanking

world coming in, wearing pumps

carrying clipboards


215, Yardwork

You pull the grass rough

grimace and claw, rip, tear, pop

rhizomal network


216 – 222, Sowing

To plant nasturtium

bury the seeds deep to wait

away from all light


Soak them in water

if you want to play like God

mimic the spring rain


Notice, important

the way the hulls look like brains,

gonads, ovaries


You don’t know just yet

what color the blooms will be

only that they will come


at least you hope so

pushing finger, tunneling

making birth canals


A cluster, no rows

the edge of the fence, near gate

a constellation


stretch of sunny days

unfurl like sweet promises

of orange, maybe red


223 – 228, Inside

The heft of the door,

hard seats, a screen of faces.

Print the yellow pass.


Go up, air is warm…

stuffy indoors, fluorescent…

bang, metallic sound.


Looks in people’s eyes…

speech, smile, vocal timbre…words

like a preacher says.


“Then, dude, 45…”

*hand held like a loaded gun*

“Can’t say shit ‘bout it.”


“You leave a person…”

“Alone like that, after that…”

“Man, it is not good.”


Everyone is a child

When they speak of unfairness,

the anger of all.


229 – 237, Context

Automatic doors

 smell of plastic petroleum

 home goods product lines


 box architecture

 all right angles, empty space

 mimics containers


 “Fill ‘er up?” “Yes, sir.”

 this product is known to cause

 cancer, explosions


 discharge static

 before fueling, touch something

 electricity


 hovers and buzzes

 tingling, lurch, bundle and build

 a haze of lightning


tiny bolts surround

 gather electrons, lose them

 a frenzy dance


they say the earth hums

emits constant noise unheard

makes me want to cry


Stand in the center

 city swirls roaring around

 great din of commerce


rises like vapor

 wave crossing wave, tangling

 webs shudder on lines


229 – 235, Famine Lands

They named the disease

after the first child hunger

never enough milk


The river banks steam

swarming with flies, no water

the bodies of fish


Places where grass will grow

someday for a moment, two

a generation


There is no food here

There is nothing to eat here

We are starving here


Low wail across plains

for the sons and the daughters

the kin taken far


Taken for the tusks

Taken for the strength of backs

the cords of muscle


In the world they made

Every thing has a price

despite sacred life


236 – 245, Processions

Sovereign beings all

Every creature that lives

that has ever lived


Encased in plastic

perspectives of worth

mutable and made cheap


How can we forget

The soil itself is old bones

of trees, men, and birds?


no matter trying

we cannot manufacture

water with machines


So, wring your hands, sir

Under the table, listen

there is no way out


Take the direction

opposite to the road home

walk into the dark


…day before you left

did you kneel on the ground there?

Touch the dirt and weep?


“Don’t go!” I cry out,

“Stay where you are, stay at home!”

“…you will die here, too.”


The desert lands wait

for your footsteps

migration rhythms


Desperate parade

Stooped figures travel at night

Milky Way watching


246 – 250, Deals 

The starched napkins lay

Crumpled doves dinner

Plucked quick by brown hands


On the southeast side

there is no light of day shining

through the small windows


The briefing took place

in a locked room, underground

monitors record


The world will never

be the same again, any day

any second passing


There are small stirrings

noticing the child’s eyes flash

saying: “You are bad.”


251 – 255, Flee

The cities grow, sprawl

Patterning metastasis

we cannot control


Men, names like punches

that you won’t ever know, speak

holler from corners


The wives and children

huddle in rooms warm, fetid

waiting for the word


Go, go now, time comes

Mother’s blue bowl broke, oh well

one of many things lost


In the mix with bones

of trees, men, and birds, find

small fragments of glass


256 – 262, Transition

Chemicals derived

Taxus brevifolia

Kill cells good and bad


bone marrow suffers

stops making blood, hair falls out

the Pacific Yew.


My father cries now

Talks about morphine, hospice

what will happen next.


My mother’s hands, birds

resting quiet and folded

at peace in her lap


“Please come tomorrow,”

“Come whenever you can,”

“Please visit with me.”


“I’ll miss you too much,”

she says this by the flowers,

blooming brief, brightly.


How can I help her

to know and to deep-believe:

the dead miss nothing?


263 – 272, Transition(2)

The end of day comes

with my mother looking far

down the field, away


Father talked to owls

Calling soft the other night

now I hear them, too


dying has a gaze

all it’s own, mortality

written in the eyes


Oval loops in dark

running fast to feel Alive

before the sunrise


The curve of the track

Catches footstep sounds, echoes

Following faintly


I saw this morning

a bright star beside the moon

never seen before


Remember the night

at the mouth of the canyon?

The galaxy edge?


We could only see

if we didn’t try too hard,

only with soft eyes


My second born child

asked me to watch the sunrise

Of course I said: “yes.”


We saw a raven

flying low, everything

suddenly golden


273 – 279, Evolute

when industry boomed,

 were birds scared of factories?

 smoke and noise, machines


 we watched moths turn dark

 to hide in soot-covered trees

 why are we surprised?


 Evolution day

 every moment we change

 die and born again


Wise apoptosis

 billions dying all the time

 learning from what was


slow down, speed up, flinch

 the smell of cherry blossoms,

 laboratories


Atlanta, Georgia:

 mice were afraid of flowers

 remember the shock


Fear imprints with ease

 more than love, more than comfort

 Cortisol teaches


280 – 289, Old Boys

Put on your holsters

you old boys, with wagging tongues

and secret meetings…


Swallow the bullets 

you’ve been saving up for us 

in the name of Father


The lead sits heavy

in your soft pink gut-belly

feels heavy like fear


Hear the sound they make,

breaking the water’s surface,

setting old ghosts free?


Don’t you burn no cross,

don’t you burn no church ‘round here.

I know who you are.


I came from you, man. 

Your voice sounds like home,

the place that I left.


No white robe can hide

the truth of who you are now –

scared and pink, confused.


Dirty hands, salt earth 

caught under your fingernails

the bone, the marrow


Heft that anchor weight,

the blood-swollen decks creaking

with the roll of waves.


Speak your daddy’s name.

Your great great grand? Say it, too.

Ask them to tell you.


290 – 298, Stupid ?’s

Atlanta, Georgia:

When a white woman passes

Men learned to look down


No need to say why,

 they were bowing their heads, pray

to Emmett Till’s ghost


You want to know why?

 Smart as all you people are?

 Asking is insult.


It doesn’t take brains

 to notice people dying

 in the streets, shot down


Do you not see it?

 This whole motherf*ckin’ place

 built by slave labor


Wall Street worried now,

 ‘bout the collapse of what was

 never theirs to own


 energy it took

 to build this country, this wealth

 rape economy


glib motherf*ckers

 eating their f*cking lunches

 hands bloody as hell


How dare you ask why.

 Incredulous. Idiots.

 You really don’t know.


299 – 306, Multiplicities(2)

Lives no longer live.

Old cotton gathering dust.

The space breathes in, out.


A declaration:

“Anxiety opposite

of humility.”


dancing the slow dance,

the steady turning of Earth.

“Oh, how she lights up!”


A blur of grasses

Gives way to edge, the township

fences along roads


The world seemed insane,

but it didn’t bother me

more than a quiver.


Flash of moving screen,

brief and inspecific weight

shifting in my core.


Before the sun came up

the elder woman walked  slow,

a moving treadmill.


Watching the reel play

silent, muted,  on flat screen,

no certain futures.


307 – 311, Stagger

distance between worlds

one person to another

a moment passing


we adjust quickly

our adaptability

new realities


We forget the names

creatures extinct, this century

whole histories lost


rushing toward the new

we tear down what was sacred

spewing exhaust fumes


left alone too long

it all goes back to the wild

strong instincts of plants


312 – 321, No Frontera

All weariness gone

watch under ponderosa 

hummingbird cloud sky


desert night is long

Factory Butte lit by moon

illuminated like day


equisetum lashes 

legs scratched and burning red raw

prehistoric plants


how human to see

fire in the sky as God’s work,

something like magic


small rocks hold color

like the big hills and mesas 

similarity


dead truck container

virtual reality

Arizona road


Ravens flash black wing

a suburbanite is stunned

valley of the gods


Canyons sleep sundown

Pinyon quiet windless night

the beautiful wild


The grass catches light

shining golden afternoon 

rarely seen glowing


Quiet breathes easy

here in the canyon silence

just the sighing wind


322 – 329, Dead Lands

How many days in

the millions of years it took

to make the land here?


This place was on fire

seasons burning on and on 

cold in the morning


western towns cluttered 

with junk we thought we needed 

rusting along roads


New side of town lights 

pizza storage rusting tin

desert winds blow dust


Random road messages

give hope to dreamers, gamblers

Long shot, all is true


I caught signal here

under high point juniper 

to listen, hear truth


She said on the phone, 

“I can’t really be myself, 

in this life, my life.”


Two ravens watch cars

guarding town or the highway 

or nothing at all.


330 – 337, Parking Lots

We tend toward order 

the implicit pull to lines

numbers, doors, closed, *lock*.


Man, geometry 

hard edges everywhere

except reflected


Things we hold onto

Stored for a possible life

we need to let go


pull back your shoulders

throw your fist in living air

you are really free


Find moments of breath

to see the shape of wind waves

carve dances in trees


The gods sleep gape-mouthed

Crawl in like a dream, settle

as a prayer-thought


They will wake with you

in the turning of the winds

the spinning of time


when widening luck

and rich configurations

clear the space ahead


338 – 346, Moves

American road

The river down below us

flows quiet like it does


The brand new of youth

gave way to just skeletons

gasoline for sale


It wouldn’t take long 

for all this to be swallowed 

in green light, small trees


Things lose their shine quick

traffic traffic all day long

forgetting with ease


The names of these places

They are all made up by men

real names are secrets


Wind will tell you soft

the syllables of longing 

to simply move free


There are parts of us

that never die, quiet down

“Listen, don’t forget!”


The people walked here

no choice but to leave it all 

for this? Really? This?!


The grass doesn’t care

what it is called by humans

Fine blades sing real names


347 -349, Singularity

So alive to me. 

Branch and bough, wind-blown and still 

growing steady, slow.


In mute expansion

breathing as leaves in light breeze 

What else is there now?


When sirens go by

oftenloudlyovertime

the forest exists.


350 – 352, Existing

The end is nameless

as is the mute beginning

space in wind, sunlight


The heat from buildings

shimmers across busy streets

making atmosphere


it doesn’t take faith

To know the stars are still there

even if unseen


353 – 361, Momentum

none of the girls talk

about wanting a new life

they work, no questions


At night, eyes are cast

look down at your hands, count deeds

adding up the costs


clock in, clock out, work

life is a factory now

all you’ll ever know


fingers are calloused

no softness there, at the tip

knuckles swell at night


on television

there is a bright-colored life

people laughing loud


make worthless products

your life spent earning wages 

fingers twisted, sore


Give away talents

so someone else can profit

that’s the way it is


you will never see

such a vivid universe

oceans blue, sky blue


your world is dull grey

under haze of smog and ash

sun a silver disk


362 – 365, Ending

We will forget them.

The ones who came before us,

those who we destroyed.


The names we gave them

never spoke to who they were.

Names don’t tell stories.


All beings lifted…

Lord, let us be un-named now.

All beings seen whole.


The only knowing

life, death, continuation

the forever earth.

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