9:15 PM (1 hour ago)
Today, without ceremony,
sans sentiment
I tore down the Hand of God
(untitled)
or at least started to anyway,
I left the frame
for another day,
another afternoon,
unremarkable,
just cleaning up
an old mess I made
broken glass and the rust
of a yesteryear righteousness
the chicken wire
drawing blood
the hardware cloth
the nails
in a skeleton
of rotted wood
there in the Northwest corner
of my yard
which was,
years ago,
a beautiful place
and is still a beautiful place
though in a different way
a far more wretched way.
Today, without ceremony,
without a single photo,
I peeled away the splintering waves
and
I pushed the boat from where it sailed
atop the frame
and felt pleased
when it shuddered and cracked
upon hitting the ground
tearing a limb from the maple
as it fell, as it fell
a great feat
reversed.
I pushed down
what I had once pushed up
and the children were just as delighted
to see it destroyed,
as they were when I raised it from the ground,
over my head,
and pushed, pushed,
up toward the sky.
“This is fun,” my son called,
as he smashed the boat apart
there on the muddy ground,
without ceremony.